Monday, October 24, 2005

miss my own space

I really miss my own space.
I miss having a room that I can close the door and do what I want to do.
Miss a place where I can lie quietly reading.
Miss having some bright area that I can just sit at comfortably.
Miss my own computer (as I am currently sharing).
Yeah, I have my computer but it's in a strange place with a mouse I can't get use to and a monitor that I am not use to.
I can't just sit and listen to music while surfing the web, as the headphones are rather strange to me.
No matter how often he'd say that it's mine now, it really isn't - it's his that I am using. I miss my own stuff.
I miss sitting in the dark with my keyboard on my lap (yes, on my lap) instead of what I get now... which is a natural keyboard (which seems rather unnatural to me) on a table.
I miss being able to use a computer anytime I want.
It's driving me nuts... ;)

Thursday, October 13, 2005

I am back :)

It's October 13th already. How time flies! It's been a month and 10 days after the wedding, and I think it still hasn't hit me that I've gotten married. I haven't changed my name yet (still not sure if I want to change my name... ugh) and just trying to go through one day at a time.

The wedding turned out to be great. I don't know where to begin talking about the wedding. I was really nervous, but the makeup worked out great (I didn't look tired and nervous), hair worked out perfect, dress was comfortable, and things went fine. In the church my now hubby was losing it a little (tearing and nervous) but he made a boo-boo during our vows (big one at that!)... the minister made a huge deal about it and everyone was laughing, and after that everything was just perfect. I was nervous and emotional but after that little mistake, I was happy and fine. :) It was really funny... all he did was make a mistake between "and" and "or"... but that made all the difference. ;)

We took pictures after that and I think our photo session was rather long and crazy. Everyone was antsy during that time. Too many group shots - I hope they turned out well. Hopefully we get to see the photos soon.

The reception was fun - I was worried about it all night long but it was very good. There was problem with one of the meal courses, and there was some mishap with the side dishes, but otherwise things turned out well. I think. The night flew so quickly. It seems like it was such a long time ago now that I am looking back. There was lots of stuff that we planned and never done during the reception. But it looks like everyone had fun that night, and I got comments from friends who came that it was fun, so all in all I am pleased.

The honeymoon afterwards was a lot of fun. It was hectic, but it was fun. We went to Vienna (Austria), Prague (Czech Republic), Munich (Germany) and Salzburg (Austria) in 12 days. Lots of running around, yes yes. :D Such a beautiful place Europe is! I loved it. I want to go back!

Well, since we've been back, every day has been rather busy. Work, household chores, cooking, lots and lots of shopping (hoping we'll be finished with shopping soon), and just trying to get by every day. Can't get use to sleeping though. Funny bed and funny guy lying next to me. ;) Ahahaha... yeah, it's just strange. I'm hoping once we get a normal blanket for our bed and a bed frame (as we are currently sleeping on no bedframe and lots and lots of small blankets that don't fit our bed) things would get better. I am not sleeping well yet! ;) It's rather funny to wake up to a messy haired sleepy looking hubby though. But I guess this changes our boyfriend/girlfriend relationship we had before. He's like family now, and though we love each other very much and we're attracted to each other, I'm getting scared that he'll slowly become somewhat of a brother more than a husband. ;) Hopefully things won't change much and we'll be okay... :) Miss having my own time, though! Slowly I'll have to adjust... slowly...

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

I should learn... Japanese?

Hmmm... I thought I knew the language already. .. ...

You Should Learn Japanese
You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!